My wife's kidney failed. She's on dialysis now. I'm taking her to dialysis every other day, working full time and doing literally every little thing at home. I do all the cooking and cleaning, take care of the dogs and do a million and one other little things that no one thinks about until there's no one else to do them. On top of that I'm doordashing around all of this because we are so far in debt that we could become homeless any day. I'm at the end of my rope. The tiniest little setback is enough to make me so angry and I'm not allowed to express it if I get angry, even for a second, my wife tells me to "chill out". She expects that this will make me swallow my anger and just give in to whatever crap I'm being put through ATM. This, of course, is not how this works and it makes me angry AT HER. I'm so overwhelmed all the time and I feel like everyone, the doctor's, hospitals, local law enforcement, even her, hell, even the local taco bell is out to make my life a living hell. The whole world is against me and I have no friends here. I feel like I'm not wanted and don't belong and I'm tolerated because I keep working. I feel like if I express any of this, I'm being told to stop being a drama queen and get back to work. This is not the life I want and I can't live it much longer. I feel like I'm on the fast track to suicide.